So. I'm on facebook and some fake friends of mine, hit me up, with this double team "zing" on me. While the both of them are infamous for their almost staggering manipulative performances, I"m guessing they found out about Cami, and are now vigorous with envy. Ya see, before I was happy with someone who was better than them, it was a seldom call, a small wall to wall on the internet. Now that they see, I'm woth something more than a ride or last minute prom date, it's like I'm pushing them away, and it's AMAZINGLY disturbing how I up and disappeared from the ususally pathetic and desperate scene. I LOVE it. Can't get enough. As far as I was concerned, Dilia had taken my place to go to Gatlinburg, since my ride was down. Little did they know, I had a Gatlinburg stash, and get this, $786.00 for both Chrissy and I. Oh, the JOY!!! While I was seemingly unemployed and out on my luck, she dropped me for someone more reliably financed, or employed to go with. It was going to be a surprise. Now, it's a disgusting little secret. So they wirte on my wall. Dilia: so I guess you don't talk to me anymore.....it's a shame.
Chrissy: aint' talked to my friend in a while.....and not liking it.......oh c'mon! One of you has a car, and the other one is always in it. Was I really locked away from you, huh? I'm constantly on facebook. And even if you weren't at a computer, you have facebook mobile. Jokes on me. Because now I'm stuck hanging with people who DO care for me.......unconditionally. Please take me back. I miss the vrious wounds in my spine from your tender love and care....LoL
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
The big deal with IDC
YOU KNOW WHAT!!!!??? I don't care, anymore. It's like, when my life was a sack of shit, and every waking minute, I was telling him about suicide, he was fantastic. Now that I have a girl that I actually like, and might hav a future with, it's like..."oh, everything I have, isn't enough, or doesn't matter anymore, because his girlfriend is crazier about him than me. Ya know, some people are just plain PATHETIC! It's like everything my girlfriend and I have to say to each other, if he's around to know we're talkin' about somethin', he will literal antagonize me about it, until I tell him. It's like he thinks we share eveything. Yet, the moment he gets something, it's first come, first serve, and I'm S.O.L. Look, be careful who you allow to be your friends. Choose wisely, and be an asshole. If I don't tell him, he will throw such a bitch fit. It came out the first day ma and Cami began talkin'....He just blurted out about how he felt awkward and like a fifth wheel, and how it might ruin the business. Okay, we talked and set it straight. Then, he was trying to SCARE me by saying that most likely it will not work out, and everything will be over. That's when I had to set his ass straight, by telling him that him and his girl may not have a chance, so he staarts talkin' aobut, make it work. I pray for you guys, I wish the best. I should've seen a long time ago. Actually, no. This was perfect timing. I never thought someone would have to feel on top of me to survive. What kinda friendship is that? Somehow, between me and him.... it went from my ONLY real frined, to being the most vicious enemy out there. It's sad. So much brotherhood, between two people, all to become nothing, sue to one's necessity to be the better one. From now on, it's business. I need my major contract. Man, I guess friends do just come and go, huh? But I assure you, the next time he decides to just throw out his opinion at me, as if I'm gonna fall short and become apologetic, I'm gonna just tell him EVERYTHING I told you....then leave it there for him to think about it. And if he wants to be spiteful and call off the group, I"ll just have to go solo. I can make it on my own. Always have. All I need is God, myself, and a single breath. The rest of the world can fend for themselves.
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